Time for your scheduled panic attack

Leaving for work in less than an hour.

I'm not so much scared because I don't know if I can do the job, but more because I don't know if they actually remember I'm supposed to start today.
I imagine them staring blankly at me, asking what the hell I'm doing there.
Not as unlikely as I'd like it to be. After all, they've already sent my stuff back to me once

WAH.
*hyperventilates some more*

Panictime!

Hiding in the toilet until I'm no longer half an hour early. Think I need professional help. WAH again.