By now this has become ridiculous.

( Cut because I really am obsessed - or maybe addicted )

In other news, tickyboxes^TM rule my life at the moment:


And I'm slighly freaked out by the fact that everybody (who isn't some office-dwelling creature but actually works in the clinic) is so nice to me. I am good with being ignored or given terse commands, but I don't know how to deal with people being nice.

Even though I doesn't sound like it, I actually like being here very much. And I'm even vaguely thinking about coming back here after I graduated. Just vaguely. Because actually thinking about doing things like internships (for which, realistically, I should probably better look at German unis, because those few places probably won't be given to the foreigners) and residencies would force me to actually think about the future. Which I don't want to do because there are exams between now and then. Exams I absolutely need to study for if I want those vague ideas at least stay theoretically possible.