Urgh (Actually a pretty accurate description of my mood at the moment)

It just hit me that the last three years on this day I was sitting in my car, Leipzig far behind me.
This year I'll have to stay for the exams.( It's even official, look )

(Somehow being called Staatsexamen makes them seem even more horrible)
What's worse, I've finally faced the fact that my normal lax attitude won't do me any good this time - so I'll have to set the control-freak part of my personality free. I see study-tables, plans and a clock ruling my days.
But it seems the only way to get my lazy self to actually study is to doubt it's self-control.
No, I'm not really schizophrenic - at least not that anyone ever noticed.

Todays list includes cleaning the flat and making an overview of all subjects. As I won't go to bed until it's done, I'd better start.
But first I'll finish Let All Mortal Flesh Keep Silent - I get the feeling bed'll be *really* late today