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And off we go again.
Last week of cow carcasses and living with my aunt.
At least it will help me get over the panic that seizes me every time I sent off an application. I hate waiting. Give me an answer. Negative, positive, I don't really care, I can deal with both, but being in a limbo? I hate it.
I think when (not if. Are you reading this, brain? NOT IF) I start applying for actual *jobs*, I'll ask a friend to kick me every time I start pacing the room.
At least it will help me get over the panic that seizes me every time I sent off an application. I hate waiting. Give me an answer. Negative, positive, I don't really care, I can deal with both, but being in a limbo? I hate it.
I think when (not if. Are you reading this, brain? NOT IF) I start applying for actual *jobs*, I'll ask a friend to kick me every time I start pacing the room.