Sometimes I'm so German, it hurts.

[ridicully]

The boss dropped so many hints today - even I clued in (and normally you have to flat out tell me something to get it into my head, sometimes even that won't work) - that I don't really have to come to the office tomorrow.
I don't want to go, as I spend most of the time there being bored, but still a large part of my brain is telling me that I can't just not go to work, this would be *wrong*.

If I don't go I'll spent the day feeling guilty, if I go I'll feel stupid instead. I just can't win.